Life isn't always easy.. Right now Mine is not.. But I'll get thorugh it, I see the light.. It just has to be a good ending to this one! I'm gonna kill this monster! But you might need help to get your ass trough it sometimes, admitting that again.. And it's in times like these when you discover who your true friends are.. Thank God I have a couple of those! All cred to you guys!

My apartment is officially a shit hole, so I panicked and I ran.. Not the most rational thing to do but you gotta do what you gotta do in times of stress or when you need to pee real' bad, haha! So now I don't reallt now where I belong.. But I know I'll find a new place.. A place where I can relax and feel good again.. And I might even practice a little feng shui, haha.. No, but seriously, I need to stop collecting things, I have a problem!

I once read a book on feng shui and I do think I remember a little of it.. And if I remember right, then my life is not in its best place right now, daah! That would be the 20 bags of laundry scattered all over the centre of my apartment.. And the sad part, my love life is probably not at its best either, hence the big pile of shit on my dinner table which is placed on the far right side in my apartment.. I should clean that up! It worked the last time in my old place.. Even if it might have been just mentally.. I'm in real need of love right now..

Anyhow, just wanted to write a little something about my situation at the moment.. And say a little prayer that I'll have a new lovely apartment soon..

Actually, right now my life feels a little like that Tom Petty song I like so much:

Well some say life will beat you down
Break your heart, steal your crown
So I've started out, for God knows where
I guess I'll know when I get there

I'm learning to fly, around the clouds,
But what goes up must come down

I'm learning to fly, but I ain't got wings
Coming down is the hardest thing

Only, I do have wings sometimes ;-)

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